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Adoption April : Why I was adopted

So this is the beginning of the Adoption April series that I decided to do. The first topic I wanted to touch on was the reason why I was adopted in the first place. A little back story on my family is necessary since I will be talking about them these next few Mondays.

My mom passed away after a four-year battle with breast cancer on April 6, 2006. Oddly enough that is today, the beginning of “Adoption April”. I know my mom would have loved the fact that I’m sharing my story with so many people. I have a 20-year old brother whom I will refer to as “T”. My father and I currently have a very strained relationship, but before my mom passed things were fine. My family used to be the “perfect” nuclear family, according to many standards. My parents were always happy, and we were more than blessed in the community where I grew up. I grew up in a Christian home and went through a Christian K-12 school system. So that’s a little background of the fam, now onto why I was adopted.

First and most obvious, my parents couldn’t have children. I have been told that not having children of her ‘own’ was one of my mom’s biggest ‘regrets’ in her short life. My parents tried a lot of different ways of getting pregnant but my mom’s body wouldn’t allow her to produce a child, and she had to have a complete hysterectomy in her twenties. They began to look into other options.

I think this is why whenever I stumble onto a blog about a woman trying to get pregnant I feel a twinge of pain in my heart. Sometimes I think maybe this is how my own mom felt while struggling with the fact that she could not get pregnant. I couldn’t imagine when everyone else around you is having children, and you want to have one so badly, how much your heart must ache. It would be miserable, and I feel like I can understand the pain some might be dealing with because I remember my mom telling me about the pain it caused her. I can’t imagine wanting something so bad and knowing it won’t happen for you like you planned. My mom told me sometimes she felt like she failed but I knew she hadn’t. I knew that the struggle she endured only made her a stronger person.

When they realized my mom couldn’t get pregnant, my parents then decided to explore adoption. The fees associated with adoption are costly, and I am glad my parents could afford it at the time. One of the first steps in their adoption process was to create books. Prospective parents created these photo books to ‘show/share’ with birth mothers that you are legitimate people. The books also described their hobbies, the church they were involved with and had pictures of them and their dogs. It is a glimpse into the prospective parents lives. I have seen these books and they are fun to look through. I couldn’t imagine being pregnant and looking through the books and wondering “if my baby would fit in” with this family, but it gives you a sense to the family, their beliefs, their story, and their extended family.

My parents were on the waiting list for a baby for quite some time. They prayed about getting a child. They hoped. They waited. They had no idea when and if they would ever get a child to adopt.

My mom was shopping at Costco when my aunt called her. The adoption agency had called my aunt to tell her that they had a baby waiting for my mom at the hospital. That baby was me. My mom was shocked. There was no talk of her and my dad getting a baby anytime soon. They didn’t have any names picked out. They were not prepared for me, but they were still so excited to have me.

After my mom passed away, my grandpa let me listen to the the voicemail she left for him, and it will forever be etched in my memory. Since then somehow it was eaten on the machine, but I will never, ever forget her voice on that message. The love that oozed from her tone, the excitement, the nervousness. It was all there, and it was all about me, being able to go home with her and my dad, and the beginning of a family.

I was born close to where I grew up and was incredibly small when I was born so they had to make sure that I was healthy and okay to go home. I will get into why it was a surprise when I talk all about my birth parents in an upcoming post but my parents were surprised but so happy that they finally had a baby.

Adoption allowed them to have the joy of having a child, even if I came to them in a non-traditional way. My parents’ prayers had been answered and they were surprised and shocked all at the same time. Now they had a baby to take care of . In the whirlwind of events that had taken place, their lives had completely changed. Though I was originally named Baby Girl Anderson, my parents quickly picked out my name from a list they had compiled for the past years while trying to have a child. I have two birth certificates, and one literally says my first name is Baby and my Middle name is Girl and my last name is Anderson.

My parents took me home from the hospital and I lived with them for a year and a half before being officially adopted on January 23, 1987. In order to make everything official you have to go down to an LA courthouse and sign paperwork and take vows in front of a judge. Obviously I was too little to remember my own adoption, but I do remember my brother’s adoption and traveling to the courthouse.

After the papers were signed I legally was my parents ‘child’. Though my adoption day made it ‘legal’, I consider myself to be my parents child from the day I entered their life and we became a family back on the day I was born at the hospital.

Next Monday I am excited to talk about how I was raised and how adoption was an integral part in my life. What my parents did and how we address my adoption was important to me and I’m excited to share it with you guys. The last adoption post will be about Q&A that anyone has, so if you have any questions, feel free to email me


PS Tomorrow I will post my race report from the weekend! :)

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  • Reply RunningLaur

    Love the post. Thanks so much for sharing!

    April 6, 2009 at 1:36 pm
  • Reply Fair Weather Runner

    WOW, thanks for sharing, I was captivated when I saw your post that you were going to write about adoption. I’m one of those women who can’t conceive easily (and for various reasons have decided to stop trying), and yes it is heartbreaking. My husband and I are starting the adoption process soon, within a year possibly. So it’s amazing for ME to hear it from your end. Thanks for sharing, I look forward to the rest of your posts! I have quite a few adopted family members, some from other countries, some from cities right next to our family… it’s amazing!

    April 6, 2009 at 1:39 pm
  • Reply Kristen

    I can’t wait to hear more of the story! Thank you for sharing something so personal.

    April 6, 2009 at 2:05 pm
  • Reply Cindy

    wow, thanks for putting your story out to share with us. i’m looking forward to reading more :)

    April 6, 2009 at 2:13 pm
  • Reply Marathon Maritza

    Oh, I loooooooved reading this! How touching and wonderful that have such a great family! I love your transparency on this topic, which I’m sure many are curious about…..thank you for sharing!

    I can’t wait to read more!

    April 6, 2009 at 2:20 pm
  • Reply Liana

    i loved reading this. im sending you big hugs for writing this and thinking of your mother today xoxo

    April 6, 2009 at 2:25 pm
  • Reply ~Mrs. Guru~

    Such a great post. Thanks for sharing. Sorry about your dad and hope everything works out ok.

    April 6, 2009 at 2:44 pm
  • Reply Billy Burger

    Love this.

    April 6, 2009 at 3:05 pm
  • Reply Alisa

    Thanks for sharing!

    I’m in the same boat as some others…drying my eyes with a tissue.

    Sooooo heartwarming that your grandpa let you listen to the phone message.

    I can’t wait to hear more about your story. You are so very brave for sharing something so personal.

    Next run I go on, I’ll dedicate a mile or two to your mom…she sounded like a great lady!

    April 6, 2009 at 3:53 pm
  • Reply unathleticrunner

    Thanks for sharing this with us.
    You are a strong gal.

    April 6, 2009 at 4:25 pm
  • Reply Nicole

    thank you soo much for sharing! its thoughtful for you to share such a personal story :)

    April 6, 2009 at 4:31 pm
  • Reply A Balancing Act in Heels

    What an inspirational story. Thanks so much for sharing!

    April 6, 2009 at 4:53 pm
  • Reply Sarah

    wow it was wonderful to read along on your journey!

    April 6, 2009 at 5:09 pm
  • Reply That Pink Girl

    Thank you for sharing your amazing story. God makes families all kinds of ways and He has a way of making sure we all end up where we are supposed to be! Looking forward to next Monday…

    April 6, 2009 at 6:11 pm
  • Reply J

    All I have to say is WOW. After reading the first part I hope that someday you are able to have children of your own and experience what you mother felt like when she took you into her life! How did your parents decide on your name?

    April 6, 2009 at 6:30 pm
  • Reply Milltini

    Wow, you are so awesome to share this. And its also a great way to honor your Mom’s memory. She sounds like an amazing woman and a wonderful role model for you to grow up with!

    April 6, 2009 at 8:05 pm
  • Reply Sharneysrun

    Thank you for sharing- your mom sounds like the sweetest lady ever! I’m looking forward to the rest of the story :-)

    April 6, 2009 at 8:14 pm
  • Reply The Laminator

    Thanks Danica for sharing your story! That was very well written and very inspiring. For a pediatrician like me who specializes in a lot of adolescent woman issues, including future fertility, it was awesome to hear how well your adoption story turned out. I’m very fascinated since I have quite a few young women under my care who because of various medical conditions will not be able to conceive on their own. I hope to be able to share your story with them one day. Thanks.

    The most popular questions I get about adoption is 1) How should a parent begin the process of “telling” the child that he/she was adopted, and 2) does being adopted ever make you feel different from other kids in terms of relationship with parents? If so, in what way?

    If you can comment on those questions as viewed from your perspective, it’d be great. Thanks.

    April 6, 2009 at 10:28 pm
  • Reply FLYERS26

    My father was an orphan, and never talked about any of it.
    I would like to know if he had any brothers/sisters, who his parents were, etc..

    April 7, 2009 at 4:24 am
  • Reply Ted

    I am newbie to your blog and cannot recall if I ever did visit your blog in the past. Too many to count. Off the point, Congrats on getting the book “50/50” from that Pink Girl of Texas. Enjoy the book….

    I was in complete awe when I read your post. You touch my heart. One thing I do appreciate the fact is your openness. Thank you so much for sharing about this and do look forward to your future post. Your mother sounds like a truly wonderful individual who went for the extra mile to bring so much happiness in your life.

    April 7, 2009 at 5:42 am
  • Reply Glenn Jones

    Danica – thanks for sharing. This is such a heartwarming story.

    April 7, 2009 at 6:38 am
  • Reply ilovesteaks

    Can’t wait to read your next post! Thanks for sharing.

    April 7, 2009 at 9:20 am
  • Reply Tara Gibson

    awesome story girl.. thank you for sharing this with us! I cant wait to read more!

    April 7, 2009 at 9:47 am
  • Reply Sarah Danielle: Jeune Marie

    I am adopted!! I shared a bit of my story on my blog a few months ago now!!

    April 7, 2009 at 10:33 am
  • Reply Carolina Girl

    Thanks so much for sharing this story! I've always thought adoption is so awesome, and who knows, I'm 35 – I may someday adopt if I don't or can't have children in the next few years. What a great story. PS I also went to a Christian school from K5 to 12th grade. Most of the time, I enjoyed it. ;)

    Thanks for all the running motivation!! <3

    April 7, 2009 at 2:13 pm
  • Reply Crazyisa

    I look forward to your next post. Thanks for sharing that… and all your running stuff as well.

    April 7, 2009 at 7:13 pm
  • Reply Ashley

    This is an awesome story – I’m looking forward to reading more about your adoption!

    April 7, 2009 at 7:53 pm
  • Reply Lauren

    thanks for sharing your story. I love that you were “Baby Girl” :) So sweet.
    looking forward to reading more

    April 7, 2009 at 10:49 pm
  • Reply N.D.

    what a great story. AWww.
    I can’t imagine the sadness associated with not being able to have a child when you want one so badly. You brought your parents much joy!

    April 8, 2009 at 11:25 am
  • Reply *~! megs !~*

    Thank you so much for sharing this with us!

    As I’ve said on my blog, adoption is starting to look more and more like our option for our family. And we’re completely ok with that. My hubs is actually adopted and I know how his went, but I love hearing from others who’ve been touched by adoption.. Can’t wait to hear more!

    April 8, 2009 at 7:25 pm
  • Reply Mrs. Jetplane

    thank you so much for sharing this.

    April 9, 2009 at 6:20 am
  • Reply Run For Life

    I really enjoyed reading this since my sister is adopted it’s nice to hear the other side. I loved the part about the message your grandpa saved! I’m looking forward to the rest of the series. :)

    April 9, 2009 at 9:09 pm
  • Reply The Reality of Happily Ever After

    I love it… sorry it took so long to comment, I’ve been on a blogging vacay!

    I love this story and can’t wait to read more… You are totally inspiring!

    April 13, 2009 at 9:59 am
  • Reply P.O.M.

    Thanks for sharing. I’m excited to read all about it. I’m just catching up.

    April 13, 2009 at 2:50 pm
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